Thoughts!???

 By VeNgeR GrEenTag

I tried to stop em one by one... I TRIED WITH BOOZE
I TRIED WITH PILLS
MEETINGS
NOISES
FRIENDS
BUT THEY ARE ALWAYS ARE THERE

"LEARN MORE
LEARN MORE
LEARN MORE
START READING MORE
START REMEMBERING MORE STUFF
START RECALLING
YOU NEED TO SAY THAT
SKIP THAT SAY THAT
JUST LEAVE...
JUST DON'T GO THERE
FIND A GIRLFRIEND
DON'T DO IT
ARE YOU IDIOT
JUST REMEMBER WHAT TYPE OF SHITBAG YOU ARE
JUST REMEMBER THE DAY YOUR FATHER DIED
YOU ARE WORTHLESS
ITS NOT ENOUGH
MORE"

Thoughts never stop they go in hands in hands in conversations when you are alone it goes in convos of millions thoughts in minute. We have booze, drugs just shut them up but isn't it ironixlc that those stuff
I MEAN "GOOD STUFF" at the end their final weaponry is to kill us, slowly but effectively its like a battle between two groups of people. Wars could be over or not so much sorry so far I HAVEN'T DONE MY RESEARCH
I HAVE DONE MY RESEARCH UP TO
PEDOPHILES
THERE WE GO
TRANSEXUAL PORN
BIG TIRTIES
RED HAIR PORNSTARS
RUSSIAN PORNSTARS
MILF PORNSTARS
NURU MASSAGE
HAPPY ENDING
FOOT KISSING
FOOT LICKING
PUSSY LICKING
SLOPPY BLOWJOB

The list with pervert content continues its a endless pleasure hole list imagine the level of indoctrination of this poronography it has become like encyclopedia of all nude stuff in one place. I am just not sure from where to start or up to where to take you
Paths are confusing
Stephen King cool writer but if you want to relax and live somewhere else use books
Audiobooks
Stories
Films
TV Shows
But remember the FEAR-OF-MISSING-OUT IT WON'T DISSAPEAR WE ALWAYS JUDGE OTHERS WHO KILL THEMSELVES AS COWARDSBUT NOT AS BRAVE. Those people have bright focus and also did something which most of us can't do.
We do not have the guts...

WE HAVE SOME KINDA MADE UP BELIEFS
STRAIGHT OUT OF THE FACTORY BELIEFS ABOUT LIFE BUT WHEN FACED WITH REAL LIFE OBSTACLES THE THEORY JUST GETS LEFT OFF OVER THERE.
As Practitioners we are fucking awful, the new generation is more theory less practice. It still annoys me that my mom is at home, I want kinda cry but I can't and THOSE 12 STEP MEETINGS SOMETIMES THEY BORE ME OUT!